Of Love Then Deceit Songtext / Lyric

I ask what are you and I hear the silence
I was blind and could not see you were never real
It seems we were never stand to be divided now
And I suppose it's just another kind of a dream Have you ever thought what happened to me then
I fell in absence of myself now I'm lost and forgotten
I've found visions of many things that never have been
Adrift in memories and your specter behind me

Deviated I embraced my tortured body and would nothing
In desire of someone I never wish to becomes real
I preferred to change my life and finally I think it's done
But I don't believe in love again

I want some god to loves me