Betrayal/Forgiveness Songtext / Lyric

All that I ever wanted
-to understand my nightmares
possessed by my fear
betrayed by my Pride
alone i wandered in the deepest Dark
seeking comfort from the vanity
each time I escaped the Real
my soul died,died a bit more
confronting the evil within
praying for my angel to appear
agonized whisper into the emptiness
begging for salvation-salvation for this cursed mind

Words without meaning

Touch without feeling

-I do not recognize my own face...
eyes that were once shining
-now extinguished
left only a silent cold
sound of a tear falling down
in the desperate hour of loneliness
this shattered heart reaching
for it´s relief
-the relief it can not find

Glance without affection

Kiss without sensitivity

Promise without comprehension

Love without hope

-I do not remember my own tale...
betrayed by my Anger
betrayed by my Beliefs
betrayed by my Delusions
betrayed by my Lust

(I wish)
Strenght
-to be released from my demons

(I desire)
Wisdom
-to forgive the Past
...to forgive Me