I wish I wasn't Songtext / Lyric

I wish I wasn't

I'm home alone again
And you're outhanging with your friends
So you say
Somehow I know it's not quite that way
It's getting pretty late
And you haven't checked on me all day
When I called you didn't answer
Now I'm feeling like you're ignoring me

I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

I wish Iwasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair how you treat me
No you don't deserve me
Wasting my time thinkin' bout you
And you ain't never gonna change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So I wouldn't feel this way

When ypou touch me my heart melts
And everything you did wrong I forgive
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that's why I'm so mad
Now I'm drowning in dissappointment
And it's hart for me to even look at you

I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip all this regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair how you treat me
No you don't deserve me
Wasting my time thinkin' bout you
And you ain't never gonna change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So I couldn't feel this way

Said you care about me
But from what I see
I ain't feelin' that
So I disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding
And you treated me like the enemy
So leave me alone
Don't want nothing from you
Just go back where you came from
This house is no longer your home
You're not welcome no more

Hear you knockin' on the door again
I'm wondrin' should I let you in?
I open the door and see
The flowers for me
So beautiful in your hand
You start beggin' me to take you back
I've always been a sucker for romance
And before you know it I concede
You're all over me
Oh no here I go again.

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me