Call me sick boy Songtext / Lyric

Take a breath and tear it apart,
see things crystal clear.
And then scream against me,
hurt me beat me. We were just joking like clowns,
handling life and letting it drown.
Are you kidding me?
I heard myself loud,
because I shouldn't let you go.
Can't be waiting anymore. I've got enough of senseless cries,
it's not easy to break through.
But then scream against me,
hurt me beat me.

Stand beside me,
let me see what those hands hide.
Don't be scared about me,
I am here just to see you die.

White dressed angel,
let me try to take you high.
Take you as high as I can fly,
as I can fly.

Stand beside me,
let me see what it tastes like.
Don't be scared about me,
I am here just to see you die.

I committed suicide,
I just died to see you cry.
But don't blame me,
that's my only sweet laugh.
So don't blame me,
I couldn't reach the afterlife.
So don't hate me,
because I've never felt your heart beating.
Then I fucked up mine.

White dressed angel,
let me try to take you high.
Take you as high as I can fly.

Writing desperation through
heartache and joyful smiles,
blue and happy at the same time.

Stand beside me,
let me see what it tastes like.
Don't be scared about me,
I am here just to see you die.