I want to Songtext / Lyric

I want to... give you what you need but I've been fucked up on percocets and weed.
I want to... tell you where to go but I don't even know where the f*ck I'm goin' so
I wan-want to 3-3-3 4 5, how many did I take? I just want to feel alive
I want to... I really do but i can't so I'm leaving for a month or two. I want to... keep it all together, but the money is the devil, I'm spendin' it like whatever.
I want to... get my daddy that picasso. They say I'll never make it 'cause they think I'm such an asshole.
I want to... stop, impossible. My flow is sick and I'm a bad hospital.
I want to... take this green and turn it, twist it, burn it. It's your turn to hit. I want to be someone else or I'll.. (4x)

I know I'm blessed in every which way
Did the rabbit go down
Vodka with some O.J
Simpsons on the TV
Roaches in the ashtray
My mother's asking why I never considered to study
I tell her I'll be big
I'm not the brightest son
but I'll be lightin up the world and remembered when I'm done
She tells me not to run from the issues in my life
So I try to take a stand and end up swalloing the knife.

I said... I want to
Tell her I just put a million in
Her bank accound and she'll never have to worry again, yo.
I want to... tell my daddy that I'm fine
That I'm happy with this girl and I ain't fucked up all the time, ay yo.
I want to...
Change, adjust.
Go to New York and blow up or bust.
It's just a matter of trust.
I want to be someone else or... be dust
I want to be someone else or I'll... (4x)