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Did you ever think about killing yourself? Yes, many times... because I don´t worship this existence. So therefore it´s the... it´s a driving force for me... is to die.
It´s the only power I can get, you know, from...
the only reason why I´m still here is because I want to die in a certain way.
And I want to achieve some things.
I wouldn´t dare to die with a weak soul, I wouldn´t dare to die with a
human goodness or a human light in my mind.

It´s just that I want to clean my soul a little bit from the shit here, so...